Mood: Sleepy.

58 days since the last entry! Oh boy, can I ever keep up!

Justin and I are talking again. He started smoking weed. I don't like that. Infact, I hate who he is now. There is just that part of me that wants old Justin.. Eh. Things are safe this way. Not too close, but not too far.

Dillon and I grew apart, aswell as Dick. Dick mostly because I quit the band for my job. Dillon because I got closer with Konrad. Konrad and I are the same person. Same music. Same humor. Same guitar. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't falling for him. But I also would be lying if I said I was going to pursue anything but a friendship. He has a girlfriend, and I think our current standings are better than any friendship I've had. Our pasts are similar, and he is more sympathetic to my situation. We can talk for hours. This weekend, we were together from Saturday night to Monday night. Konrad used to be a heavy alcoholic.. But he's been calming down. And Monday night he even said something along the lines of 'Wow, we had alot of fun today, completely sober.' Saturday we went to a theme party. Sunday morning, we went out for breakfast and then swimming followed by BBQ and Roburrito's. After that, Park/ninja with Zach Nace. We then came back to my house and watched movies. Monday I worked a little, then went to see X3 with Konrad and his lady, Dana. I like her, but her age makes itself well known. In conclusion, lots of fun. Ryan Konrad is my favorite.

I haven't seen Andrew and Kelly and ESPECIALLY TYLER in a long time. It seems like that fades in and out. It pisses me off! Fun times always! Oh well.

I got a JOB! A real one, too! At Spencer's! Between 22-30 hours a week. Pays not bad. Easy job. I can keep my spots and peircings. Also, I love everyone I work with. Evan, is my favorite. He's my manager, but he's pretty rad. He let me bleach his hair. We have fight club everytime we work together. Today, he put my phone in the toilet, and I put his in a bag of spooge. Fun times!

Justin quit Hottopic. He is such a sad kid. I'd feel bad for him though if he didn't spend money on weed. But I don't. Because drugs are reeetarrrded!!

And now I should probably try to find bed. I can't sleep. One thing that has not changed.. killer anxiety.

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