Mood: Refreshed

I woke up today not congested. Yay!! My chest is still a little gunky, and my nose is still sore from all the rough tissues, but I feel, essentially, 100% again.

Last night, Cecelia and I met up around 1am after she left the bar. She saw the apartment, and said it was neat. Her favorite parts were the Kosher Coke-a-Cola, and the elevator, haha. Then we walked to her house. Around 4am, I walked home. It was an exciting night.

Today, I woke up at 10. Got a parking ticket because of street sweeping, fuck. Did laundry and dishes all morning, waiting for a phone call. Of course, that phone call never came. At 1:58, a text came. Too bad I had grocery shopping to do before climbing.

The way I feel about it.. If your life is too busy with your sick girlfriend and street paving, and inability to pay rent to even send me a text saying our established time is no good, then why even bother with me? Your cheating girlfriend that lies to you about going to work, when she really only works 1 day a week, is obviously enough for you to handle. Dan was right about him. He's completely different now. And after today, I am over the fact that I don't matter to him. I am over the fact that all of the trauma was just "an ex-girlfriend" thing to him.

I want people in my life who care about me. And right now, with seeing Eric (awake) once a week, I can't put up with someone who is too selfish to even let me know that they're going to be late. Excuses are worthless.

In other news, new episode of HKseason5 tonight!

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