Mood:

I am sometimes scared that I will abandon everything I love and know, and just move very far away.

Every time I receive a bank statement for my savings account, the fear/desire bubbles. And as more and more money drops into that account, the bubbles swell higher.

I am a very impulsive person.
And I wouldn't surprise myself if it happened.

...I replaced the idea of suicide with this notion years ago. It's so much more fulfilling and attainable..

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